Happy or Sad

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woohooo...i am back to update my blog....
please forgive me if my grammar use wrong...because my english very -poor-haha

actually i want to write something about X'mas day...but,the photo are not in my phone,so i think i will write on the other day....so hope my FRIENDS have a look....

hmm,,okay...start write about happening on today....

i just went back from my friend wedding party,so first i wish her have a SWEET relation in she's life...

her wedding photo..got alot very nice one

hmm..in the party i keep talking with my friend -wilson- haha..then we drink some beer...i think i something wrong because i accompany him drink and talk..but its okay la..he also is a good man..so hope he can find a good lover lo...then we go janet room have a look..wah...sooo nice..but i no took photo ..haixxx...miss it...hmmm....

can't drink beer under 18years old...hahahaha

today i had "apply" a off day with my P.I.C ...so sorry for her,,because of my "LAZY"...but actually i really got something to do,,i go to the kinder garden which i start work on january-2010..i be a chinese teacher,,haha..i also don't know why i will get this job,,but i will take my heart for teaching the children...--wish i can be a GOOD teacher--

thanks for my dear --kenneth-- for accompany me go there for help me to do something like sticker the words which is wrong writing or any else,,i knew he are very tired,,but he also "tahan" until the last minute...thankssss...mmuuaacckkzz..He really is a best lover in my life,,even he "run out of money" he also come to find me..i can feel that u love me dear...but very sorry for u,,i know sometime i very "ye man"....but this is ME...i hope u can forgive me...when u are talking i really got hear it...actually i very care for u...i know u don't like what i doing..but,, PLEASE..give me sometimesss...i wish that i can be a GOOD lover for u...



okay..i going to sleep...cause i need to work tomorrow..wink*



***for DEAR kenneth
--i saw ur blog after i back from there...haha...blek

Merry X'mas

好快的一年又要过了......今天过了十二点 就是圣诞节......
所以祝我的朋友圣诞节快乐哦!!!!

现在是11.52pm很多人应该在等待着倒数的那一刻吧....
而我只是在面对着电脑写着部落格...很久每更新,所以更新一下,刚好遇到了圣诞节的前一天.....

is the other feel in my own-life
i can't describe what feeling i getting now

刚放工不久,在放工的时候,经过了很多店......
这些店比平常早关了...有些员工已经打扮得漂漂亮亮,也许等待着与朋友或与家人一起去倒数,,,有些人却穿着新衣,,很开心的赶着时间买礼物...可能是迎接着圣诞节的这一刻.....

今天我是带着一个不是很开心的心情上班,即使我脸上有着我开心的笑容....
我...不知道为什么....
在现在这刻我只觉得肩旁有着酸又带点刺痛的感觉 -累-

是否一个人的性格变了,,身边的事物也变了呢???
回想起去年的我 在这个时候都不懂与几个朋友约去倒数??? 或我也不懂已经去了那里与朋友们疯狂的玩着???

因为有着与去年不一样的性格,,今年的我反而带着疲累的身体 孤单的一个人面对着电脑......

心理的滋味却说不出口,, 因为不是伤心..也不是开心... 而是一个说不出口的酸涩...
因为不敢奢望着去倒数或要很开心地去迎接接下来的一年与事物......
我不敢再去奢望着.....要很美好的生活......很开心的生活.....有很要好的朋友.....
--因为我发现 性格,,改变了我的周围的东西--

所以我要的只是一个很简单又平凡的生活,,这是我圣诞节许下的愿望....

Happy 6th month anniversary

Dear,Thanks for accompany me on the half year......

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

in the half year we has known many things from each other..something like individuality,habits,thinking,or any else.this is all what we get on the half year..

i still remember start from i know u as a friend until we be a couple...very happy of that,thanks for the god let me know u...let me have a wonderful relationship's.

in a relation,we have difficulties and hardships, Ya! i agree about it..cause got no thing are 100 percent is perfect one... sometimes we argue until cry only stop..sometimes we will very happy go to shopping,having dinner,having movie in cinema,or singing in greenbox..

actually i don't like the feel when we have argument,because sometime u have no intention say some word hurt me,i don't know why? my heart will suddenly seems like let a knife cut apart until bloodletting...it was hurt! i will cry alone when i thinikg for all about we argument~but all of this we will more understand what we need. =)
between the sad moment...we also have HAPPY moment,we will play likes best friend,talking likes friend,i feel very relax and enjoy in the relation...woohoooo..do u same feel with me??? i hope u too...

let's my reader know about some funny thing lar..actually i very jealous a gal who let my boyfriend "pikat" her 8months...because of my boyfriend love her...and he do so much things to her...HAixxx..=(

but my boyfriend treat me good also,he so sayang me,he will do anything i like,he will come from kl to klang find me when i miss him too much whatever he got many assisment want to do and need to pass up next day....i known he did many things for me...i known he love me heaps.....me too...

DEAR,i know what u thinking actually,u known,today morning why i feel sad?because of u no besides me,i can't see u when i open my eyes...i feel very unhappy...everytime i feel unhappy or sad,that's mean that is a time when i missing u....i very belive u,i know u won't do anything wrong's....i just want u take care your health and i wish u can get your diploma on the next year...

kenneth-i love u heaps.
muackz

written from albee...
today is 18.12.2009 1:57am

14.12.2009 Last subject of SPM-BC

Very sorry for my reader...

because i got no update my blogger long time ago..
cause i "facing" my SPM recently..
but i will renew my blog after 14.12.2009..
cause its the day of complete our secondary school life..
so hope u all will follow up for see my blogger..
because after 14th of december...maybe we have our own-life..
maybe we will know some new friend...so we must not together always seem like now.
after of 14th of december.we will get a life Busy??Happy??Sad??Enjoy??or any else..
but...



i think my blog will tell all of u

-all my life- wink*



Take Care and Good Luck in SPM