Happy or Sad

wink*

woohooo...i am back to update my blog....
please forgive me if my grammar use wrong...because my english very -poor-haha

actually i want to write something about X'mas day...but,the photo are not in my phone,so i think i will write on the other day....so hope my FRIENDS have a look....

hmm,,okay...start write about happening on today....

i just went back from my friend wedding party,so first i wish her have a SWEET relation in she's life...

her wedding photo..got alot very nice one

hmm..in the party i keep talking with my friend -wilson- haha..then we drink some beer...i think i something wrong because i accompany him drink and talk..but its okay la..he also is a good man..so hope he can find a good lover lo...then we go janet room have a look..wah...sooo nice..but i no took photo ..haixxx...miss it...hmmm....

can't drink beer under 18years old...hahahaha

today i had "apply" a off day with my P.I.C ...so sorry for her,,because of my "LAZY"...but actually i really got something to do,,i go to the kinder garden which i start work on january-2010..i be a chinese teacher,,haha..i also don't know why i will get this job,,but i will take my heart for teaching the children...--wish i can be a GOOD teacher--

thanks for my dear --kenneth-- for accompany me go there for help me to do something like sticker the words which is wrong writing or any else,,i knew he are very tired,,but he also "tahan" until the last minute...thankssss...mmuuaacckkzz..He really is a best lover in my life,,even he "run out of money" he also come to find me..i can feel that u love me dear...but very sorry for u,,i know sometime i very "ye man"....but this is ME...i hope u can forgive me...when u are talking i really got hear it...actually i very care for u...i know u don't like what i doing..but,, PLEASE..give me sometimesss...i wish that i can be a GOOD lover for u...



okay..i going to sleep...cause i need to work tomorrow..wink*



***for DEAR kenneth
--i saw ur blog after i back from there...haha...blek

Merry X'mas

好快的一年又要过了......今天过了十二点 就是圣诞节......
所以祝我的朋友圣诞节快乐哦!!!!

现在是11.52pm很多人应该在等待着倒数的那一刻吧....
而我只是在面对着电脑写着部落格...很久每更新,所以更新一下,刚好遇到了圣诞节的前一天.....

is the other feel in my own-life
i can't describe what feeling i getting now

刚放工不久,在放工的时候,经过了很多店......
这些店比平常早关了...有些员工已经打扮得漂漂亮亮,也许等待着与朋友或与家人一起去倒数,,,有些人却穿着新衣,,很开心的赶着时间买礼物...可能是迎接着圣诞节的这一刻.....

今天我是带着一个不是很开心的心情上班,即使我脸上有着我开心的笑容....
我...不知道为什么....
在现在这刻我只觉得肩旁有着酸又带点刺痛的感觉 -累-

是否一个人的性格变了,,身边的事物也变了呢???
回想起去年的我 在这个时候都不懂与几个朋友约去倒数??? 或我也不懂已经去了那里与朋友们疯狂的玩着???

因为有着与去年不一样的性格,,今年的我反而带着疲累的身体 孤单的一个人面对着电脑......

心理的滋味却说不出口,, 因为不是伤心..也不是开心... 而是一个说不出口的酸涩...
因为不敢奢望着去倒数或要很开心地去迎接接下来的一年与事物......
我不敢再去奢望着.....要很美好的生活......很开心的生活.....有很要好的朋友.....
--因为我发现 性格,,改变了我的周围的东西--

所以我要的只是一个很简单又平凡的生活,,这是我圣诞节许下的愿望....

Happy 6th month anniversary

Dear,Thanks for accompany me on the half year......

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

in the half year we has known many things from each other..something like individuality,habits,thinking,or any else.this is all what we get on the half year..

i still remember start from i know u as a friend until we be a couple...very happy of that,thanks for the god let me know u...let me have a wonderful relationship's.

in a relation,we have difficulties and hardships, Ya! i agree about it..cause got no thing are 100 percent is perfect one... sometimes we argue until cry only stop..sometimes we will very happy go to shopping,having dinner,having movie in cinema,or singing in greenbox..

actually i don't like the feel when we have argument,because sometime u have no intention say some word hurt me,i don't know why? my heart will suddenly seems like let a knife cut apart until bloodletting...it was hurt! i will cry alone when i thinikg for all about we argument~but all of this we will more understand what we need. =)
between the sad moment...we also have HAPPY moment,we will play likes best friend,talking likes friend,i feel very relax and enjoy in the relation...woohoooo..do u same feel with me??? i hope u too...

let's my reader know about some funny thing lar..actually i very jealous a gal who let my boyfriend "pikat" her 8months...because of my boyfriend love her...and he do so much things to her...HAixxx..=(

but my boyfriend treat me good also,he so sayang me,he will do anything i like,he will come from kl to klang find me when i miss him too much whatever he got many assisment want to do and need to pass up next day....i known he did many things for me...i known he love me heaps.....me too...

DEAR,i know what u thinking actually,u known,today morning why i feel sad?because of u no besides me,i can't see u when i open my eyes...i feel very unhappy...everytime i feel unhappy or sad,that's mean that is a time when i missing u....i very belive u,i know u won't do anything wrong's....i just want u take care your health and i wish u can get your diploma on the next year...

kenneth-i love u heaps.
muackz

written from albee...
today is 18.12.2009 1:57am

14.12.2009 Last subject of SPM-BC

Very sorry for my reader...

because i got no update my blogger long time ago..
cause i "facing" my SPM recently..
but i will renew my blog after 14.12.2009..
cause its the day of complete our secondary school life..
so hope u all will follow up for see my blogger..
because after 14th of december...maybe we have our own-life..
maybe we will know some new friend...so we must not together always seem like now.
after of 14th of december.we will get a life Busy??Happy??Sad??Enjoy??or any else..
but...



i think my blog will tell all of u

-all my life- wink*



Take Care and Good Luck in SPM

-Canon-Delighting You Always

EOS 1000D Kit EFS 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 IS

Could it be our 1st year anniversary PRESENT for u??

hahaha...i think can if me ECONOMIZE..
but can i do it??haha...i am not sure lar..
but this is my next TARGET after i no owe my brother money..haha...
i felt happy because i can pay back him on next month..so...i can start my plan after of this..

i will got this opinion because my dear like it long time ago..
He like to help peoples take picture.. & like to take some artistry photo..something like sunset..or like scene..he like to help me take picture also..but he take slowly because he want take something he want....so he will find out the point....that's why i got this opinion...

hey,,,all my fear friends give me some wish if u all saw it...^^"

.....wait me CANON SLR....

give me half year times...

i will buy u and take care u..hahaha




Let me introduce for reader..

front view
Recommended Retail Price: RM 2,199.00

i knew it expensive..but i also knew u like it

back-view..its not same with digital cameras..this great than digital..



whole set of it..

FEATURES

Superb Imaging Performance • 10.1 megapixel APS-C size CMOS sensor • DIGIC III imaging processor for fine-detail, and natural color processing • Picture Styles optimized for the photographic subject and intention • Accurate white balance • Six preset WB and manual WB • Auto Lighting Optimizer – automatically set in Basic Zone modes and manually, via custom function in Creative Zone modes • Noise reduction for long exposures • Noise reduction for high ISO speeds • Complies to Design rule for Camera File System 2.0 and Exif 2.21 which support Adobe RGB Evolved ease of use • IS kit lens included • Increased battery capacity • 2.5” better & brighter LCD • Better and brighter viewfinder • Live View with contrast based AF • New GUI • SDHC card support High speed & quick response • High precision 7-point autofocus (AF) • Flexible setting of ISO speed to adjust camera's sensitivity to light for best exposure (ISO 100 – 1600) • 3 metering modes: Evaluative, Partial, Centre-weighted average • 8 White Balance settings to fine-tune white balance as desired: - Auto, Daylight, Shade, Cloudy, Tungsten light, Fluorescent light, Flash, Custom • Fast continuous shooting speed of 3 fps • Maximum shutter speed of up to 1/4000 sec. and X-sync speed of 1/200 sec. • Fast 0.1 sec. start-up time • Maximum burst of approx. 5 for RAW Type images

The End
CANON-Delighting u always

30.oct'2009 i am GRADUATE

迟来的一个帖子...可是却意味着我的想念及后悔....



每个人的成长都必须经过许多的挫折与失败才得来成功的希望.. 每个幸福的小孩子从小就的上学... 幼儿园 -> 小学 -> 中学 -> 大学... 我也不例外，因为我也算是一个蛮幸福的孩子...因为我也和普通的小孩一样..直到2009年的10月30号..我完成了我的国中学业... 这算是一个成功的学生吗??有些人说不是...因为至少要到大学才能出人头地..有些却是说...别再浪费时间了，干脆出来赚钱...

<<时光倒流回去我的生活>>
i was feel very REGRET...well...just can hope can get a great life after of this...

1997-1998..

i was study at "Tadika Kids World"..there has many memories i won't forgotten..I get many happy life in my Tadika life..i still remember that every morning i should prepare for going study..and when arrive school need to start took out a story book and for the teacher... Beside that,we read the story book for known more words and let teacher explain for us..the happy moment is every rest time..we going to a small canteen for having our lunch..there have roti canai,porridge,mee,koko crunch,honey star....... and i was known more new friends in my 1st school...but..TIME will gone..at 1998..every class had a dance for our
Tadika GRADUATED...

1999-2004
my parents was help me sign-up a good school for me.." s.r.j.k.(C)perempuan"..That was a VERY GOOD school..and i need to explain for reader this is a school boy and gal also can study..not only gal... in my primary school..i had experience for singing,english speech,chinese speech and malay speech...so i had few certificate of that..primary life not same with tadika...teacher have a big rattan...that's why all of us scared with teacher...and we will get a good result in our examation..because of the big rattan...^^"..but in years 4...my result also "okay okay" only...because i was start lazy in study life...and i hate the subject of BM..i always FAILED..well..because of my BM..when 2004-UPSR i lost a certificate..but i also get a "okay" result in my upsr..i get 3A..and after upsr..i had GRADUATE... my primary school life...



2005-2009
i was choose "Smjk chung hwa" for my secondary school...
form 1 i am a good student..always pass up my homework,listen what teacher said...
form2-start change my attitude,start have demerit by teacher and teacher discipline...
form 3-lazy study & always sleep in the class & always absent..get a lot surat amaran...almost get "buang sekolah".
form 4-because of two PEOPLE..start change my "absent habit"....but be a bad student...HAIZ..
form 5-i get two best friend in my secondary school life...Julian and Shan...1st i really not like my classmate..because can't communicate with them..and lazy for study whatever SPM is coming soon..when JULY i start regret what i doing when form 3 - form4..why i no study seriously?? Nobody knew that i start regret..i can't don anything for compensate my study heart...i want study seriously..but i can't do it..i just ask myself why i can't do it...its too late for me?? NO..its not too late for me..just i feel very tired in my life..i want sleeping sleeping & sleeping...i don't know why will be like that..i just knew that i really very tired..I WANT REST....& Can i ESCAPISM???but very very rejoice..cause i got a chance for restart know my classmate..actually i don't know why i bad in my relationship with friend...anyway...friendship will come and gone..just know need to treasure right now...anyway..i'm complete my secondary life.thinking back when i was form 1..i always ask..when i only can graduate??but now..my thinking is haixx..why so early graduate...anyway....i am GRADUATED...i just want to get a new life after this...i want to be strong whatever got pressure or what...i will face it and solve it...

LET HAVE A LOOK MY GRADUATE CEREMONY PHOTO

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my two best friend Julian & Shan


Julian & Me

Again^^'

Ying won & Me

Me & Shyevin

Me & My "ji mui" Shan

Me & Susan

Me & Kang hui

Shan & Julian

Yin Xia & Me


Me & Fook hong & Yao & Shan

Me & Shyevin & Shan & Julian & Susan & Yaya

Mr.Lee Choon Boh

Mr.Tan Leong Hee

Pn.IIlani

Pn.Lau Soo Fang

Pn.Nang

Pn.Suriati

Pn.Yu Pooi Kuen-My lovely teacher.haha

Sunway Lagoon-17th oct 2009

其实当天回来就想写了的.....可是连续没电脑用而且照片不在我这儿...所以延迟来写下那一天的事迹....不要紧现在我来回到当天所以就当作当天写得可以吗.....okay..^^"

i taken it before i back^^


在去的前一天....我就上网查看天气报告了....很好^^*因为天气晴朗~不可能下雨..
哈哈^o^..
所以可以向往我想要去的地方
*Sunway Lagoon*
早上七点我的大少爷就来我家了~还买了馒头..哈哈^o^...因为我要吃:p......
然后叫邦来我家**因为他的家太远了啦!!所以为了省时间叫他来我家**哈哈
过后我们三个就先去我的同事-daniel家,载我的同事...再去珊的家载珊...
过后就向往我们的目的*Sunway Lagoon前进噜~还等什么呢???哈哈
到了后我们就把车放在停车场,然后走路去附近的茶餐食-享用早餐-因为是deepavali的关系...所以我们就早去怕买票时会有很多人....可是还好买票的不是我..hehe...
太阳公公好像生气呢-.-"~因为太阳很晒啊~我们都拼命搽防晒油....
尤其是珊和邦超怕太阳的-.-**欠打到～呼～然后daniel就排队买票
RM48 per one + deposit RM10 =RM58
如果没有mykad会贵20%所以不要因为玩水所以把钱包全部放在车知道吗??
-yessss madam^^"
进去后我们就把东西放进locker..然后继续搽防晒油-.-"
>seems like the sun will kill us,hahaha<
过后就去玩我们的water park..我的目的只是玩水而已^^"
因为我在水里会觉得很轻松自在..~
然后我们就玩那些水的游戏-蛮刺激-的而且很好玩...可惜没有防水的相机:(..
要不然啊...我一定带进去拍我们玩的状况...哈哈..所以我决定在玩完过后...
就是去冲凉之前..
再去locker拿电话..回去water park拍照...呵呵^^"一举两得^^Y...因为想留恋嘛...
所以我不要在这里叽咋这样多...-.-"..看看照片吧my favor drinks-yogurt drink's rm5 per 1 expensive la-.-" and ice cream rm4 per 1 mine is strawberry favor dear is chocalate.. total=rm10+rm8=rm18..oh my gosh
Julian bought it also
yummy~strawberry ice-cream
me & Dear both of us eating ice-cream seems like i force him take picture but actually he willing^^"Dear with Julian..both of them also is handsome guy^^"
Dear with my colleague-mr.Daniel...

Daniel with his GF
Two pair Lover here^^

Julian with Me

my camera man's..mr.Kenneth Dear preparing help us took some picture...so he carrying our begs

taken by Mr.Kenneth^^

Taken by Mr.kenneth also
Lover^^


seems like i am inside the water..taken by Mr.Kenneth also^^Good take

Seeeee... both of them start using the sun block when we buying ticket until now we finish playing.. oh my gosh....

Taken by Mr.Kennet-nice Look

Look like model??haha


look like ah 4....taking my shoe and beg


Sunny boy-Kenneth
Sunny boy-Julian

they are not LOVER..just is Best Friend

Kenneth show his POSE-"yeng" or not??
took with a little girl..she beat me before take this picture..


MODEL here

Friendship Forever
Julian & Shan & me


Last Picture...



HAPPY ENDING