—嘴巴好用吗-

今天我的嘴巴不好用 我不想说话
我昨天辞职了..还有两个月就要离开了..
面对自己疼爱的小朋友们,,有点舍不得的感觉,,嘴巴却有说不出的感觉..嘴巴的嘴角向下坠了
他们让我觉得有怀念的价值~
六岁的小孩虽然时常很爱吵架,,可是他们却时常自己画东西来送我..这时,,嘴巴扬起了嘴角打从心底的微笑了..嘴巴笑了~
五岁的小孩虽然时常惹我生气,,耳朵受苦..可是却非常受教,,让我感到很安慰..即使我的嘴巴还气呼呼的喘着气,,可是..有时候他们却很可爱得让我又气又笑..这时,,我的嘴角都不知道该往哪儿跑~
四岁的小孩可爱到~ 让我觉得很气,,可是到生不出气来..真是有可爱的本领..我最疼爱的学生,,都是在四岁班..他们的本领能让我的嘴巴的嘴角-从下往上~


可是~今天我的嘴巴不好用 ! 我不想说话!
为了帮一个可怜的小男孩出一口气~=(
我觉得我是没有错..可是却挨骂了,,
如果我是不尊敬您..我可以继续为他出口气~
可是,,
因为我尊敬您..所以让我的嘴角受苦了..
因为嘴角不舒服..往下掉了=(
觉得嘴巴不好用了!不想说话了~ T.T
可知道..我在这里受的气,,都让我觉得不想说话..
甚至,,觉得这个地方容纳不下我..
这是属于我的地方,,可是却让我觉得,,我的存在是多余的..
可知道那个感受,,是多么的难受...
可是 我是个开朗的人..=) 事情过了就算~
所以 嘴巴再怎么不好用..我也是的让嘴角往上走..
开心的度过每一个难关=)

-2010-的我-

好久没有上来了,,,



直到现在...其实一路以来都有想要更新这个部落格..可是照片全部在我这里..

所以放弃了...
最近翻看了我的部落格,,发现有人留言可是却没留下名字..无所谓,,
可是谢谢指导..我知道我的英文很烂 XD
好快的..
十八岁的天空都过了一半了
我还是一样没变,,个性,,样貌,,都还是一样..
唯一不一样的是换我教小孩子们读书了..呵呵..
我自己也是觉得好好笑,,自己都不是一位好学生何来能力教导别人..
可是我都尽我的全力去教..即使工作环境之下不开心

其实今天我上来部落格,,只是突然想想,,
我的部落格到底有人看的吗??还是我自己写自己看而已呢??
其实都无所谓..只是想上来抒发一下情绪..

我倒希望能天天上来抒发情绪-.-

*原本我想写下我的心情,,可是.. 因为太久没写了,,所以上来打个招呼先:)

Happy or Sad

wink*

woohooo...i am back to update my blog....
please forgive me if my grammar use wrong...because my english very -poor-haha

actually i want to write something about X'mas day...but,the photo are not in my phone,so i think i will write on the other day....so hope my FRIENDS have a look....

hmm,,okay...start write about happening on today....

i just went back from my friend wedding party,so first i wish her have a SWEET relation in she's life...

her wedding photo..got alot very nice one

hmm..in the party i keep talking with my friend -wilson- haha..then we drink some beer...i think i something wrong because i accompany him drink and talk..but its okay la..he also is a good man..so hope he can find a good lover lo...then we go janet room have a look..wah...sooo nice..but i no took photo ..haixxx...miss it...hmmm....

can't drink beer under 18years old...hahahaha

today i had "apply" a off day with my P.I.C ...so sorry for her,,because of my "LAZY"...but actually i really got something to do,,i go to the kinder garden which i start work on january-2010..i be a chinese teacher,,haha..i also don't know why i will get this job,,but i will take my heart for teaching the children...--wish i can be a GOOD teacher--

thanks for my dear --kenneth-- for accompany me go there for help me to do something like sticker the words which is wrong writing or any else,,i knew he are very tired,,but he also "tahan" until the last minute...thankssss...mmuuaacckkzz..He really is a best lover in my life,,even he "run out of money" he also come to find me..i can feel that u love me dear...but very sorry for u,,i know sometime i very "ye man"....but this is ME...i hope u can forgive me...when u are talking i really got hear it...actually i very care for u...i know u don't like what i doing..but,, PLEASE..give me sometimesss...i wish that i can be a GOOD lover for u...



okay..i going to sleep...cause i need to work tomorrow..wink*



***for DEAR kenneth
--i saw ur blog after i back from there...haha...blek

Merry X'mas

好快的一年又要过了......今天过了十二点 就是圣诞节......
所以祝我的朋友圣诞节快乐哦!!!!

现在是11.52pm很多人应该在等待着倒数的那一刻吧....
而我只是在面对着电脑写着部落格...很久每更新,所以更新一下,刚好遇到了圣诞节的前一天.....

is the other feel in my own-life
i can't describe what feeling i getting now

刚放工不久,在放工的时候,经过了很多店......
这些店比平常早关了...有些员工已经打扮得漂漂亮亮,也许等待着与朋友或与家人一起去倒数,,,有些人却穿着新衣,,很开心的赶着时间买礼物...可能是迎接着圣诞节的这一刻.....

今天我是带着一个不是很开心的心情上班,即使我脸上有着我开心的笑容....
我...不知道为什么....
在现在这刻我只觉得肩旁有着酸又带点刺痛的感觉 -累-

是否一个人的性格变了,,身边的事物也变了呢???
回想起去年的我 在这个时候都不懂与几个朋友约去倒数??? 或我也不懂已经去了那里与朋友们疯狂的玩着???

因为有着与去年不一样的性格,,今年的我反而带着疲累的身体 孤单的一个人面对着电脑......

心理的滋味却说不出口,, 因为不是伤心..也不是开心... 而是一个说不出口的酸涩...
因为不敢奢望着去倒数或要很开心地去迎接接下来的一年与事物......
我不敢再去奢望着.....要很美好的生活......很开心的生活.....有很要好的朋友.....
--因为我发现 性格,,改变了我的周围的东西--

所以我要的只是一个很简单又平凡的生活,,这是我圣诞节许下的愿望....

Happy 6th month anniversary

Dear,Thanks for accompany me on the half year......

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY

in the half year we has known many things from each other..something like individuality,habits,thinking,or any else.this is all what we get on the half year..

i still remember start from i know u as a friend until we be a couple...very happy of that,thanks for the god let me know u...let me have a wonderful relationship's.

in a relation,we have difficulties and hardships, Ya! i agree about it..cause got no thing are 100 percent is perfect one... sometimes we argue until cry only stop..sometimes we will very happy go to shopping,having dinner,having movie in cinema,or singing in greenbox..

actually i don't like the feel when we have argument,because sometime u have no intention say some word hurt me,i don't know why? my heart will suddenly seems like let a knife cut apart until bloodletting...it was hurt! i will cry alone when i thinikg for all about we argument~but all of this we will more understand what we need. =)
between the sad moment...we also have HAPPY moment,we will play likes best friend,talking likes friend,i feel very relax and enjoy in the relation...woohoooo..do u same feel with me??? i hope u too...

let's my reader know about some funny thing lar..actually i very jealous a gal who let my boyfriend "pikat" her 8months...because of my boyfriend love her...and he do so much things to her...HAixxx..=(

but my boyfriend treat me good also,he so sayang me,he will do anything i like,he will come from kl to klang find me when i miss him too much whatever he got many assisment want to do and need to pass up next day....i known he did many things for me...i known he love me heaps.....me too...

DEAR,i know what u thinking actually,u known,today morning why i feel sad?because of u no besides me,i can't see u when i open my eyes...i feel very unhappy...everytime i feel unhappy or sad,that's mean that is a time when i missing u....i very belive u,i know u won't do anything wrong's....i just want u take care your health and i wish u can get your diploma on the next year...

kenneth-i love u heaps.
muackz

written from albee...
today is 18.12.2009 1:57am

14.12.2009 Last subject of SPM-BC

Very sorry for my reader...

because i got no update my blogger long time ago..
cause i "facing" my SPM recently..
but i will renew my blog after 14.12.2009..
cause its the day of complete our secondary school life..
so hope u all will follow up for see my blogger..
because after 14th of december...maybe we have our own-life..
maybe we will know some new friend...so we must not together always seem like now.
after of 14th of december.we will get a life Busy??Happy??Sad??Enjoy??or any else..
but...



i think my blog will tell all of u

-all my life- wink*



Take Care and Good Luck in SPM

-Canon-Delighting You Always

EOS 1000D Kit EFS 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 IS

Could it be our 1st year anniversary PRESENT for u??

hahaha...i think can if me ECONOMIZE..
but can i do it??haha...i am not sure lar..
but this is my next TARGET after i no owe my brother money..haha...
i felt happy because i can pay back him on next month..so...i can start my plan after of this..

i will got this opinion because my dear like it long time ago..
He like to help peoples take picture.. & like to take some artistry photo..something like sunset..or like scene..he like to help me take picture also..but he take slowly because he want take something he want....so he will find out the point....that's why i got this opinion...

hey,,,all my fear friends give me some wish if u all saw it...^^"

.....wait me CANON SLR....

give me half year times...

i will buy u and take care u..hahaha




Let me introduce for reader..

front view
Recommended Retail Price: RM 2,199.00

i knew it expensive..but i also knew u like it

back-view..its not same with digital cameras..this great than digital..



whole set of it..

FEATURES

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The End
CANON-Delighting u always

30.oct'2009 i am GRADUATE

迟来的一个帖子...可是却意味着我的想念及后悔....



每个人的成长都必须经过许多的挫折与失败才得来成功的希望.. 每个幸福的小孩子从小就的上学... 幼儿园 -> 小学 -> 中学 -> 大学... 我也不例外，因为我也算是一个蛮幸福的孩子...因为我也和普通的小孩一样..直到2009年的10月30号..我完成了我的国中学业... 这算是一个成功的学生吗??有些人说不是...因为至少要到大学才能出人头地..有些却是说...别再浪费时间了，干脆出来赚钱...

<<时光倒流回去我的生活>>
i was feel very REGRET...well...just can hope can get a great life after of this...

1997-1998..

i was study at "Tadika Kids World"..there has many memories i won't forgotten..I get many happy life in my Tadika life..i still remember that every morning i should prepare for going study..and when arrive school need to start took out a story book and for the teacher... Beside that,we read the story book for known more words and let teacher explain for us..the happy moment is every rest time..we going to a small canteen for having our lunch..there have roti canai,porridge,mee,koko crunch,honey star....... and i was known more new friends in my 1st school...but..TIME will gone..at 1998..every class had a dance for our
Tadika GRADUATED...

1999-2004
my parents was help me sign-up a good school for me.." s.r.j.k.(C)perempuan"..That was a VERY GOOD school..and i need to explain for reader this is a school boy and gal also can study..not only gal... in my primary school..i had experience for singing,english speech,chinese speech and malay speech...so i had few certificate of that..primary life not same with tadika...teacher have a big rattan...that's why all of us scared with teacher...and we will get a good result in our examation..because of the big rattan...^^"..but in years 4...my result also "okay okay" only...because i was start lazy in study life...and i hate the subject of BM..i always FAILED..well..because of my BM..when 2004-UPSR i lost a certificate..but i also get a "okay" result in my upsr..i get 3A..and after upsr..i had GRADUATE... my primary school life...



2005-2009
i was choose "Smjk chung hwa" for my secondary school...
form 1 i am a good student..always pass up my homework,listen what teacher said...
form2-start change my attitude,start have demerit by teacher and teacher discipline...
form 3-lazy study & always sleep in the class & always absent..get a lot surat amaran...almost get "buang sekolah".
form 4-because of two PEOPLE..start change my "absent habit"....but be a bad student...HAIZ..
form 5-i get two best friend in my secondary school life...Julian and Shan...1st i really not like my classmate..because can't communicate with them..and lazy for study whatever SPM is coming soon..when JULY i start regret what i doing when form 3 - form4..why i no study seriously?? Nobody knew that i start regret..i can't don anything for compensate my study heart...i want study seriously..but i can't do it..i just ask myself why i can't do it...its too late for me?? NO..its not too late for me..just i feel very tired in my life..i want sleeping sleeping & sleeping...i don't know why will be like that..i just knew that i really very tired..I WANT REST....& Can i ESCAPISM???but very very rejoice..cause i got a chance for restart know my classmate..actually i don't know why i bad in my relationship with friend...anyway...friendship will come and gone..just know need to treasure right now...anyway..i'm complete my secondary life.thinking back when i was form 1..i always ask..when i only can graduate??but now..my thinking is haixx..why so early graduate...anyway....i am GRADUATED...i just want to get a new life after this...i want to be strong whatever got pressure or what...i will face it and solve it...

LET HAVE A LOOK MY GRADUATE CEREMONY PHOTO

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my two best friend Julian & Shan


Julian & Me

Again^^'

Ying won & Me

Me & Shyevin

Me & My "ji mui" Shan

Me & Susan

Me & Kang hui

Shan & Julian

Yin Xia & Me


Me & Fook hong & Yao & Shan

Me & Shyevin & Shan & Julian & Susan & Yaya

Mr.Lee Choon Boh

Mr.Tan Leong Hee

Pn.IIlani

Pn.Lau Soo Fang

Pn.Nang

Pn.Suriati

Pn.Yu Pooi Kuen-My lovely teacher.haha