Saturday, November 7, 2009

30.oct'2009 i am GRADUATE

迟来的一个帖子...可是却意味着我的想念及后悔....



每个人的成长都必须经过许多的挫折与失败才得来成功的希望.. 每个幸福的小孩子从小就的上学... 幼儿园 -> 小学 -> 中学 -> 大学... 我也不例外,因为我也算是一个蛮幸福的孩子...因为我也和普通的小孩一样..直到2009年的10月30号..我完成了我的国中学业... 这算是一个成功的学生吗??有些人说不是...因为至少要到大学才能出人头地..有些却是说...别再浪费时间了,干脆出来赚钱...


<<时光倒流回去我的生活>>

i was feel very REGRET...well...just can hope can get a great life after of this...

1997-1998..



i was study at "Tadika Kids World"..there has many memories i won't forgotten..I get many happy life in my Tadika life..i still remember that every morning i should prepare for going study..and when arrive school need to start took out a story book and for the teacher... Beside that,we read the story book for known more words and let teacher explain for us..the happy moment is every rest time..we going to a small canteen for having our lunch..there have roti canai,porridge,mee,koko crunch,honey star....... and i was known more new friends in my 1st school...but..TIME will gone..at 1998..every class had a dance for our
Tadika GRADUATED...

1999-2004
my parents was help me sign-up a good school for me.." s.r.j.k.(C)perempuan"..That was a VERY GOOD school..and i need to explain for reader this is a school boy and gal also can study..not only gal... in my primary school..i had experience for singing,english speech,chinese speech and malay speech...so i had few certificate of that..primary life not same with tadika...teacher have a big rattan...that's why all of us scared with teacher...and we will get a good result in our examation..because of the big rattan...^^"..but in years 4...my result also "okay okay" only...because i was start lazy in study life...and i hate the subject of BM..i always FAILED..well..because of my BM..when 2004-UPSR i lost a certificate..but i also get a "okay" result in my upsr..i get 3A..and after upsr..i had GRADUATE... my primary school life...



2005-2009
i was choose "Smjk chung hwa" for my secondary school...
form 1 i am a good student..always pass up my homework,listen what teacher said...

form2-start change my attitude,start have demerit by teacher and teacher
discipline...
form 3-lazy study & always sleep in the class & always absent..get a lot surat amaran...almost get
"buang sekolah".
form 4-because of two PEOPLE..start change my "absent habit"....but be a bad student...HAIZ..
form 5-i get two best friend in my secondary school life...Julian and Shan...1st i really not like
my classmate..because can't communicate with them..and lazy for study whatever SPM is coming soon..when JULY i start regret what i doing when form 3 - form4..why i no study seriously?? Nobody knew that i start regret..i can't don anything for compensate my study heart...i want study seriously..but i can't do it..i just ask myself why i can't do it...its too late for me?? NO..its not too late for me..just i feel very tired in my life..i want sleeping sleeping & sleeping...i don't know why will be like that..i just knew that i really very tired..I WANT REST....& Can i ESCAPISM???but very very rejoice..cause i got a chance for restart know my classmate..actually i don't know why i bad in my relationship with friend...anyway...friendship will come and gone..just know need to treasure right now...anyway..i'm complete my secondary life.thinking back when i was form 1..i always ask..when i only can graduate??but now..my thinking is haixx..why so early graduate...anyway....i am GRADUATED...i just want to get a new life after this...i want to be strong whatever got pressure or what...i will face it and solve it...


LET HAVE A LOOK MY GRADUATE CEREMONY PHOTO

menu


my two best friend Julian & Shan


Julian & Me

Again^^'

Ying won & Me

Me & Shyevin

Me & My "ji mui" Shan

Me & Susan

Me & Kang hui

Shan & Julian

Yin Xia & Me


Me & Fook hong & Yao & Shan

Me & Shyevin & Shan & Julian & Susan & Yaya

Mr.Lee Choon Boh

Mr.Tan Leong Hee

Pn.IIlani

Pn.Lau Soo Fang

Pn.Nang

Pn.Suriati

Pn.Yu Pooi Kuen-My lovely teacher.haha






Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Sunway Lagoon-17th oct 2009

其实当天回来就想写了的.....可是连续没电脑用而且照片不在我这儿...所以延迟来写下那一天的事迹....不要紧现在我来回到当天所以就当作当天写得可以吗.....okay..^^"


i taken it before i back^^


在去的前一天....我就上网查看天气报告了....很好^^*因为天气晴朗~不可能下雨..
哈哈^o^..
所以可以向往我想要去的地方

*Sunway Lagoon*

早上七点我的大少爷就来我家了~还买了馒头..哈哈^o^...因为我要吃:p......

然后叫邦来我家**因为他的家太远了啦!!所以为了省时间叫他来我家**哈
哈
过后我们三个就先去我的同事-daniel家,载我的同事...再去珊的家载珊...

过后就向往我们的目
的*Sunway Lagoon前进噜~还等什么呢???哈哈
到了后我们就把车放在停车场,然后走路去附近的茶
餐食-享用早餐-因为是deepavali的关系...所以我们就早去怕买票时会有很多人....可是还好买票的不是我..hehe...
太阳公公好像生气呢-.-"~因为太阳很晒啊~我们都拼命搽防晒油....
尤其是珊和邦超怕
太阳的-.-**欠打到~呼~然后daniel就排队买票
RM48 per one + deposit RM10 =RM58
如果没有
mykad会贵20%所以不要因为玩水所以把钱包全部放在车知道吗??
-yessss madam^^"

进去
后我们就把东西放进locker..然后继续搽防晒油-.-"
>seems like the sun will kill us,hahaha<

过后就去玩我们的water park..我的目的只是玩水而已^^"
因为我在水里会觉得很轻松自在..~

然后我们就玩那些水
的游戏-蛮刺激-的而且很好玩...可惜没有防水的相机:(..
要不然啊...我一定带进去拍我们玩的状况...哈
哈..所以我决定在玩完过后...
就是去冲凉之前..

再去locker拿电话..回去water park拍照...呵呵^^"一举两得^^Y...因为想留恋嘛...

所以我不要在这里叽咋这样多...-.-"..看看照片吧my favor drinks-yogurt drink's rm5 per 1 expensive la-.-" and ice cream rm4 per 1 mine is strawberry favor dear is chocalate.. total=rm10+rm8=rm18..oh my gosh
Julian bought it also
yummy~strawberry ice-cream
me & Dear both of us eating ice-cream seems like i force him take picture but actually he willing^^"Dear with Julian..both of them also is handsome guy^^"
Dear with my colleague-mr.Daniel...

Daniel with his GF
Two pair Lover here^^

Julian with Me

my camera man's..mr.Kenneth Dear preparing help us took some picture...so he carrying our begs

taken by Mr.Kenneth^^

Taken by Mr.kenneth also
Lover^^


seems like i am inside the water..taken by Mr.Kenneth also^^Good take

Seeeee... both of them start using the sun block when we buying ticket until now we finish playing.. oh my gosh....

Taken by Mr.Kennet-nice Look

Look like model??haha


look like ah 4....taking my shoe and beg


Sunny boy-Kenneth
Sunny boy-Julian

they are not LOVER..just is Best Friend

Kenneth show his POSE-"yeng" or not??
took with a little girl..she beat me before take this picture..


MODEL here

Friendship Forever
Julian & Shan & me


Last Picture...



HAPPY ENDING

Monday, October 19, 2009

My breakfast on 19.10.2009 morning^^

部落格....腌好想你啊....呵呵...(偶尔学学罗志祥^^")

我刚刚起身不久而已..呵呵...就来更新我的部落格一下..因为好几天没写了...
上星期六我和kenneth..julian...shan...daniel & his gf 去了sunway lagoon..可是照片全部在 dear 的手机..所以我那回照片再来写那天的部落格吧..耐心等待哦^^"
现在的我呢...坐在电脑面前享受着我的早餐...呵呵...蛮美味的..hello kitty cake & my favorite yogurt drink's-strawberry favor

今天的我不算是心血来潮要写部落格..是想写可是照片不在..所以写另一个题目咯..就是关于这个
这个是昨天我mummy从KL买回来的..她昨天和她的朋友去KL享受美味的buffet...所以昨天我一个人呆在家...mummy回来时就拿着这盒装满cartoon的糕给我...there got hello kitty,doremon,pikachiu(i know wrong spelling already,haha),panda,and hello kitty best friend- 'twins'..haha...there have 10 cartoons inside the box...and the doremon is bite by me...

所以
介绍给大家一下吧..这个蛮可口的..可以拿来当早餐吃..或者可以拿来当零食吃..在夜市都买得到...还有还有...最适合小孩子了..呵呵...因为有cartoon..我这个是pandan口味的...当你咬下去时有种香香的味道...我现在还蛮适合吃的..呵呵..因为17岁的我..又再度发牙...去年已经发了一只牙在下面那排最后面..可是"发育不良"..因为只生长到一半..哈哈..现在轮到上面了...所以吃这个不会弄到我的小牙齿不舒服..呵呵...所以这个是一个可爱又好吃的鸡蛋糕...thanks mummy...因为是她买的...我在夜市看多很多次可是都没买...mummy就喜欢买这些东西吃...所以她买了这个回来..我才尝到...所以我的早餐告一段落...(^o^*)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Happy Belated Birthday to ME..albee ang

Ermm...before i write this BLOG..i need to tell everyone,my ENGLISH very very POOR...so PLEASE DON'T MIND if i use wrong word or wrong spelling...THANKS^.^"
12.10.2009 is my 17th years old B'day..emmm...actually i long time no celebrate my birthday already..cause i feel that just like a normal day..also will pass...BUT...my 2nd uncle celebrate my 17th b'day with me when 11.10.2009...just a simple celebrate...he treat me and my family eat seafood....my bf..KENNETH also got join this celebration..thanks DEAR..
so let me write about all the happened on 11.10.2009.. cause i want let it be my most like memories in my life of 17th years old...
EArly morning,Dear fetch my mummy went to Pasar Pagi for bought fish,meat,and some vegetable..so dear and me walk to bought some "dim sam" for our breakfast..after that..we back home for a rest..we planed to sing k,but no room already so cancel it-.-....then,turn our "entertainment"= revision... dear force me do revision SPM..oh my gosh..headache because of this..whatever i act like a spoiled child..he keep say:awhile only,do u remember what u promise me?!...YA i remember dear,i promise u i will do revision when i free^^"....so we start revision..subject is SCIENCE...in my opinion..i will tell myself just TAKE IT EASY in SPM...DON'T be so -PRESSURE-...that's why everyday i very relax and feel haaapppyyyy in my life...Hahaha..okay lah..except revision, besides that i have learn many "strange word"...hmm..not bad..hehe...then he sleep like a PIG after revision...so i can watch my "ka hou yut yun" with my relax mood...story of "ka hou yut yun"let me feel very nervous..so i keep watching watching and watching...my dear also watch the story with me when he wake up....we watch until 7pm..we took some picture..


-with my new lens-

















- i like it








oh my gosh,what are me doing-








Then out for my celebration with my family..

hmm...delicious~all seafood..we taking dinner at "Klang seafood" at pandamaran...i known that dear sensitive with seafood..but..because of me...U TAKE IT...mmuuuaaccckkkzz.."sek fan lei xin"...we took some picture with my niece..EPRIL..

me and epril

epril and kenneth

epril and Daphne(2nd sis)
know why she keep closing she's skirt..because me look at her underwear..haha


12.10.2009..

Thanks for all the Friends sent me birthday wishes...
i no hanging out with anyone..i stay at home...my elder sister share with my second sister bought a ICE-CREAM CAKE for celebrate with me..baker cottage blueberry ice-cream cake..
nice^^

THANKS...actually i feel very happy because of this..but suddenly..my heart seems like crying..i don't know why..so i just keep ask myself...it is not enough happy for me..NO!!no because it...i just feel not because of it...i feel sour....BUT DON'T KNOW WHY???!!!....
LASTLY,thanks for all of u celebrate with me...I LOVE MY FAMILY....IMPORTANT FOR ME..
THANK YOU DEAR..u spend 2days time for my birthday..i know that u feel tired..I LOVE YOU....

Friday, October 9, 2009

最心疼的事

上两个月的照片开心的笑容..可是心里为了这件事很痛....

昨夜打部落格打到很夜才睡..在昨夜的部落格有说到情歌..
结果在昨夜入睡前突然想听听那首你亲自唱的歌..才突然想起...那首歌不见了..我没有backup起来...原本储存在我的电话的memory card可是有一次在转移文件进电脑时删除了整个folder...

想到这个我的心很痛啊!!!!


怎么会那么不小心的啦..哟...现在要回那首歌都没有了..都没人明白的那个痛...那首歌你唱多少次也唱不会那时的感觉啊..还有后面你说的话..哟...我要回那首歌啦......要怎样那回...

*根本就是不可能的事,都没得拿回了*..


虽然你一直说要唱多一次给我..可是我要回那个..就是找不回的...如果真的那回那个歌..我真的会拿去copy很多很多...一定很珍惜..不会弄不见...哟...很心痛........
为什么我那么粗心的...为什么啦....这件事我一定铭记在心...因为根本不可能有第二次了.因为那首歌..只有唯一一首..虽然我们还是很恩爱..

可是那首也是
我最心爱的一首歌..世界根本找不到的..

现在失去了
...

我真的很心痛.失去最心爱的东西真的是找不回的.所以要学会珍惜.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Their Love STORY

写下这一篇部落格~其实想写蛮久了的..可是因为两个字.懒惰...呵呵..虽然这也许不是一篇很长由吸引人的部落格..可是却是打从我心里想说的一字一句... 呵呵..废话不多了..开始我想写下的东西吧....
<<跟他在一起时展开的笑容








在她家等他准备时自恋时酷酷的样子 〉〉〉





在6月18日一位女生为她自己的爱情找到了一个靠岸
..从一个不认识的陌生人变成朋友..在由朋友变成无话不谈的好友..然后成为情侣..

他
是一位正在读着大学的学生..成绩满不错...每逢星期日都去佛教会教小孩上课..可是他心里思想都是蛮悲伤的男生..而她..只是一位很平凡的女生..每天过的生活只是上学..工作...成绩是差到没话说..得空就睡觉..不然就和好友去走街...生活平凡到来又轻松..可是每天却喊累..


他
与她的距离算是蛮远的...一个在KL一个在KLANG...在成为情侣之前他与她都是靠手机信息或者是msn来维持一段友情..

那时的他明恋了一位他仰慕的女生很久很久..用了八个月的时间...每次半夜三更都睡不着..起来思想他为了这位女生做过的事情..而她..没有喜欢谁..都只是与一位很好很好的男性朋友闹在一起..
自从他认识她之后..
开始有了交谈...自从他打了第一通电话给了她..接下来的每通电话..每封信息让他们成了无话不谈的朋友...她知道他喜欢了一位女生...所以也没对他留下爱情的感觉...每次的三更半夜他不再独自一人在家里的露台上静静的望着天空思想..而是在思想时都会打一通电话给她向她诉苦..向她说一整天发生的事...或者向她说那位女生给他的苦..给他的感觉...她总是认为为什么哪位女生不要接受条件那么好的他,反而让他受了这么多的苦..有时她又会在想..为什么他那么辛苦也不会选择放弃..最终她觉得这也许是爱情的魔力..让他不顾一切的爱上那位女生...所以她只能常常劝他别那么的悲伤..或许是那位女生不会珍惜...做人要开开心心嘛....在这几个月的交谈..半夜三更起来接他的电话..让他别以为自己是孤独没人能了解的..其实她很羡慕那位被他明恋的女生..她也像被人这样疼爱的感觉...什么都以自己为中心.....所以时常都与他信息...简单的信息...透出了两个人的心声...他们都互相了解...她自己尝试把他拉出辛苦的圈子..因为她不想看到他那么的悲伤..所以每天睡觉之前都会替他把头脑关掉..让他睡得安稳..每天早上起床第一个给他信息..每天对他说自己的生活习惯...他也时常对她说自己的生活习惯..去那里或做些什么都会给对方一个信息..然后得到的回复都是一些窝心小叮咛...

可能是日久生情的缘故..久而久之..他觉得自己很奇怪..为什么时常找她信息..聊心事...或一有事情都会告诉她..而她...是因为有一天好友问她..如果他追求你..你会怎么样..而她给的答案是不知道..好友就说不知道就是对他有了感觉...她没否认..


有一天..他发了一封搞笑的信息给她..由于
她在上课所以只回了一句:哈哈哈..不好笑..
可是他确心急的想..怎么办怎么办..好像惹她生气了..所以就回复了:我不是这个意思..
她
觉得奇怪心里又好像在偷笑的感觉..所以就问了他:那是什么意思哦??...
他
又转发了一模一样的搞笑信息给她..可是这次在下面加了两行字:我想跟你在一起..我希望你能成为我的女朋友..
她
看了很很很开心..可是心里流出了悲伤..她没答应他..也没拒绝他..只是告诉他..他们的距
离太远了..真地确定要成为她的男朋友吗..而他也是有同感..
可是三天后..在他们聊电话时..他有再问..:你还没给我答案..
而她却很害羞的答复:什么答案..
最后他用信息来问她..她也答应了...

那时是半夜的1点25++份..他们成为情侣了.
.他也唱了一首情歌给她听..MLTR-you took my heart away...一首英语情歌唱出了所有他的心声.. 6月28日他们出来约会了..是他要求了很久她才答应了..第一次的见面..她看着他圆圆又有粉红粉红豆豆的脸..穿着灰白色线条有领的衣服..陪着一件牛仔裤..陆出一个可爱的笑容问她:你到底要不要出来..而她穿着一件牛仔裤..配了一件黑色的T-shirt..很害羞得对他说:不要..然后去开门上他的车..很害羞的气氛..是他们第一次的约会情况..

<<24.09.2009




几个月内他们走过的路程拍下了许多回忆..他们手牵手开心地走下去..他时常因为想见她一面就从大老远跑来她的家...所以他们时常都有的见面..







02.10.2009>>





现在的他们在2009年10月18日就是四个月的纪念了..他们有时吵架..斗嘴...有时却很恩爱..搞笑..他虽然有悲伤的想法..可是她时常以一副很快乐轻松自在的笑容对着他..烦着他..让他受不了的迎起笑容...
四个月不长..可是她很努力的推到他的悲伤..直到今天...晚上..她收到他的信息..他终于说了跟她在一起过后就没有了伤心不开心了..完全没有..可是信息的下半段她却没得看完因为他的电话没钱了..可惜....可是此时此刻的她..心里感到很开心也很安慰..因为他不再拥有很多悲伤..
他的笑容都成为她的快乐...她为他留过得泪都是快乐的眼泪... 她愿意用很多时间去爱他..
直到最后一刻............

因为她希望他们的故事是永远都写不完的故事

Friday, September 18, 2009

happines



三个月了..对于我来说..真正的感觉都跑出来了.... 对于你~我很愧疚..
因为我不是你想象得那么美好...辜负你对我的期望

我不对你反感..对你只有一个字<爱>没有什么改变得到..虽然有时我会很好奇你的想法..
看着你的双眼.总是有种说不出的感觉..在你眼里看到的自己都是幸福的..
你心里所有的悲伤我能尽我的能力去推开..可是都让我推不开..因为你都把事情向坏的方面想..
请别把自己的生命看得如此的短暂..别看的自己那么的没用..
我已经尽我的能力去看重你..对你我没有失望两个字..我也不期望什么..可是请别让我有错失感..

也许我不是很细心..可是..在你眼里我从没看过你真正的开心..
你真正的感觉从没出现在我的眼里..
我说过..我只想看到真正的你..
你对我生气也好..撒娇也好..粘我也好..只要是真正的感觉就好..
就跟着你的感觉就好..别怕我...我不是这样可怕的人...
对你的耐心..要比任何人的强..可是我从来没有嫌弃过什么..我也不会去觉得不耐烦...

其实...我们都是在我们的生活圈子中转了一大圈才找到对方...我们很有信心去了解彼此..
相信我会比很多人幸福...也许我们各自的生活都很忙..
可是紧记.只要心里挂念着对方就已经足够了

我们不能去选择我们自己的命运..可是我们能去安排我们的将来..